16-year-old Jimmy Mizen was murdered in May 2008 when he and his older brother Harry went into a bakery near their home in Lee, south east London. While inside, Jake Fahri – who had been cautioned by police several years earlier for harassing Harry Mizen - brushed past the brothers. A scuffle followed resulting in Fahri hurling a glass dish at Jimmy and fatally wounding him. Jimmy’s parents, Barry and Margaret Mizen, hit national headlines when immediately after the attack they spoke of compassion rather than revenge. In March 2009 Jake Fahri received a life sentence for the murder.

Margaret

It was a day after Jimmy’s 16th birthday when neighbours rang to say he had been attacked in the baker’s shop. I ran round the corner and saw this trail of glass and blood leading into a small room at the back of the shop, where I saw Jimmy lying in the arms of his brother Tommy, who said go outside Mum he is going to be OK. I did but in my heart I knew he wasn’t.

The rest of the day is a blur. Family and friends came rushing round. Everyone was in a state of shock because Jimmy was such a gentle lad, loved by so many people. The next day we went to church as we always do on a Sunday, only this time everyone in the church was crying, our eight other children and a grandson accompanied us. When I came out of the church I was asked by all the press and media present how I felt, and I heard myself saying that I hoped the parents of Jimmy’s killer would be left alone as it wasn’t their fault. I said I didn’t feel anger because anger breeds anger, and that is what killed our son and would destroy our family if I let it.

The days that followed were surreal – we didn’t understand what had happened or how to react. The house was full of people and the table stacked with food that people had brought. There was this immense outpouring of grief but with it came a huge outpouring of love too. As terrible as this tragedy was, we felt blessed to have so much love in our lives. Love and prayer is what kept us going.

For me forgiveness is about not wanting revenge and not being angry. I’m not shouting from the roof top “I forgive” but by not wanting revenge I have an inner peace that a lot of people in our position don’t have. Jimmy’s murder has done a lot of damage to this family and I don’t want it to do any more.

Our role now is to reach young people before they end up in prison because it doesn’t have to be like this. I believe it is possible for anyone to change and that includes the person who killed our Jimmy.

Barry

My last memory of Jimmy is of the three of us standing by the cooker in our kitchen, on the evening of his birthday, having a hug and us telling him how much we loved him. That’s a very precious memory now.

On the day of Jimmy’s memorial, the week after he died, the Press were there again. I’d planned what I was going to say about the disintegration of society etc, but instead I found myself saying “I wonder if we need more and more legislation, or do we need to ask ourselves what kind of society do we want to live in and what values do we want to live by. Change has to come from each of us”.

For Margaret and myself our Faith, we believe, is what has made our reaction perhaps different to what was expected. It is what gives us the strength to continue to speak about what happened and to try to bring something good out of something bad. I don’t think calling for ever tougher sentences is the answer, and the thought of capital punishment, even for the person who killed my son, fills me with horror. The only answer to violence in our society is a peaceful response; however there must also be a sense of justice.

The trial of our son’s killer was a very difficult time. It is distressing to hear outright lies about your child; and the way a defence will attempt to paint your loved one as something they were not is painful, and you just have to sit and listen. Although we didn’t have to be in court, it was important for me to hear every detail of Jimmy’s last moments, as a way of helping to deal with the pain. For us the most important thing was for the truth to be known and believed, more than any sentence. Before the life sentence for murder was passed, the Judge said that Jake Fahri had completely lost control of his anger and a blameless young man was killed. Fahri has not shown any remorse whatsoever, and as our victim impact statement was read out in court he said “I don’t want to listen to this shit”. Also the intimidating behaviour of some of the Fahri family in court was hard for our children to hear. However they kept their dignity and we are proud of them for that.

Since Jimmys death we have been into schools and prisons to share his story, and we hope it can help some people to understand that actions can have unexpected consequences. We have also been able to donate two minibuses, called ‘ Jimmybuses’ to local scout groups, in memory of him. There are also two young men working in ‘Jimmy Mizen Apprenticeships’.

We all miss Jimmy dearly, but it was a pleasure and a privilege to have been his parents.

Related Organisation:

www.jimmymizen.org